The topic of this
month is Kicking It
Old School (publication date 10 years or older)
Published: Nov-1994
Genre: Contemporary
My Rating: 5 stars
Why was this book in my TBR pile?
Well, I’ve seen great reviews of this book in
the last years. One of it was in this TBR challenge, as Wendy chose it in May 2015.
And if a book as old as this is still read and
enjoyed it’s that it has got something really good and special in it.
Now that I have read it, I do agree.
I can’t believe that this is supposed to be
just a category romance (SIM-602). There’s such a depth in it!
The story begins in Vietnam, during the war,
1969. A young soldier, Tony Riordan,
is attended by a military nurse. He is so badly hurt that he just wants to die.
But this woman does not allow him to die. ‘You
stay with me, you hear? You are not dying on me?’ and all that.
And he doesn’t.
Two decades later, he wants to thank her
because she saved his life. He finds this nurse, Claire Henderson, at an inn in Virginia. She’s a grown woman who
has this budding inn business and at the same time, she still works as a nurse
and is raising two teenagers. On her own. With good days and bad days.
When he comes to say thank you, all those
terrible memories come back to her worse than ever. She accuses him to provoke
her nightmares but as a matter of fact, she’s suffering PTSD from her times in
the Army. It’s not just Tony Riordan. It’s that her son wants to join the Army.
It’s just that the US was going to another conflict. It was Somalia in the book
(which for reasons unknown the author puts in ‘North Africa’, when it is on the
Eastern Coast of that continent) but it could have been any other chapter in
this long perpetual war. Everything overwhelms her and she begins to crack
down.
Tony recognizes the symptoms, as he himself has
suffered from it. And he wants to help her, not to cure her, because it’s a
pathological condition and he is no doctor. But he wants her to -at least- recognize
it and direct her in the right direction.
For the first time, Claire has got someone by
her side that understands what she has seen, how she feels, what’s going on
with her. She has to keep going because of her children, but cannot do it
alone. Now she has somebody to rely on.
It’s not an easy book. I mean, these are real
people that you have this feeling, have
to exist somewhere. They have families, responsibilities; they’re old enough
to know their way in life. So if you want your romance novels set in idyllic
places with rich and noble people with not a problem in their lives, and nothing
can go wrong, well -this is not a book for you.
But I hope that there are many readers out
there who thank books with a sense of reality in them. The happy ending is a
given, but that does not mean that the road to that point is easy, or childish
or full of silly misunderstandings and pouting adults behaving as if they were
performing in High School musical.
This is a rare book. It’s not only that the
characters are in their forties, but also that the soldier with PTSD is not the
hero but the heroine. This woman is a mother and she’s got a stressful job. She
has to be strong and cope with this mental issue that is undermining her
balance.
Suffering is not romantic, but having
understanding is. It’s not that I’ve been there and suffered that, I’m more on
the stressful side than the depressing one, but I know what it is to have
insomnia, to go from one room to the other late at night, having tears you are
not allowed to shed in daylight. This book has made me think that perhaps I am
wrong in my idea that I shouldn’t care about my feelings and emotions, as far
as my children are okay. No, I come to realise that what a mother feels also
matters, because if you do not take care of yourself, you cannot take care of
the rest of the family.
Perhaps that was why I loved this book. It
touched something inside me. It made me cry and it made me think.
Why are not out there books like this? I want them!
Real women, in their forties, a second chance at love, authentic inner voices.
It’s one of the best romance novels I’ve ever
read. It’s got great reviews these last years. In Heroes and Heartbreakers,
Victoria Janssen published ‘The PTSD Breakdown Scene in Kathleen Korbel’s A Soldier’s Heart’, and
she said this:
She suffered serious trauma there but, as women continue to do even today, suppressed or ignored her own symptoms for years in favor of caring for others. She’s a practical, forthright, strong character who has trouble accepting that she might in turn need help.
And that’s in a nutshell, what I found so great
about this book. We women suffer traumas but we ignore our own problems in
order to care for others, and reject the possibility of needing anyone. Until
everything falls apart.
A Guest Reviewer gave it an A- review in Dear Author in 2014. Leigh Thomas wrote a DIK A- review for All About Romance.This mini-review by Miss Bates was the one that made
me buy this book last April.
So, really, if you see this book in a
second-hand store or in the library give it a chance. It’s worth it.
It's a really fantastic story!
ResponderEliminarAnd for those struggling to find a copy, you can check it out from OpenLibrary (it you're not familiar with this library, they scan physical copies, a single digital copy and then it works like any digital loan, though I highly recommend PDF rather than epub).
https://openlibrary.org/works/OL5696085W/A_soldier's_heart
Thank you for adding that link. It's really a worthy story, I hope it can help other readers to find the book.
EliminarI'm so glad you were able to find a copy and that you enjoyed it so much. It really is a wonderful story that holds up extremely well.
ResponderEliminarYes, I wanted so much to read it! I bought it second hand through Amazon.es. I think it's the UK version, and it wasn't expensive. This is one of the reasons why I love the Internet.
EliminarYes, the epub is pretty unreadable.
ResponderEliminarNice review!
Thank you for coming and leaving a comment. And adding that about the epub, I think it will be very helpful for those who are looking for this story.
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